still missing you

countless times i think about you, where you would be, what you would be doing. i see most of your friends married w kids and cannot help but think what if…even as everyone grows older and naturally drift apart as their lives begin new journeys. You still remain the glue that keeps everyone together. I rarely see most of us anymore, but i know you remain heavy in my heart, I think about the life you lived and the hope you gave us all. That hope is what drives me to be better person and pushes me whenever i get complacent. I love you very much, and it strange how that i think of you so much more than i ever did when we knew each other as good friends. rn-friend from trinity